First things First

Do i have to describe myself? Couldn't it reflect something more immediate and present nor future? Either way you look at it, it doesn't change my appearance. I am who i am and you are who you are and everything else is a perception based on acceptance, deception, philosophies, mirrors and so on. It's everything in betwen us that seems to justify our accidental identities. Does that make sense? I have as many insecurities as the other person so is vital to my health that i feed on raw nature every once in a while, frolicking in the dilusions, and accepting that i am the way mother nature intended and there's little i can do about it. I'm in a world that is eager to define us and make us into character that operates like an enormous soap opera of gossip in a cyber-reality program. It moves so fast these days that the reality becomes an exaggeration of who/what we truly are, turning ordinary people into stars. If you should become affected by this manifestation its best to believe it only to an extent that your heart knows how to cope with it. while not hurting others in the process. Everyone rides their own ride and shouldn't let the opinions of others deter them from making decisions they're naturally drawn to. I'm stoked for everything and everyone now. I'm no longer cold and bitter. I'm an idiot still and proud of it. I'll never escape that completely but neither will i run from it. But whatever you call this and that, its been a good run.I dont regret or resent anything. I've tons of love to give and there's millions of folks who need it.

I think there is much to be lived and learned. And the things you can do are boundless compared to this simple life. I'm sure everyone flies from time to time and its always enough to leave an impression and create a memory of doing so. And thats the reason why Im BLOGGING. to create a collection of memories.


Im Christian Adonis, April 06,1983. From the country of Philippines now in BRUNEI.